Of course, we were each other’s maids of honor, our bond strengthening as our lives intertwined further. As time went on, Benjamin and I grew close too, forming a quartet of friendship and love with our spouses.
Now, we’re couples who love to do everything together — from birthday dinners to holidays. So, to celebrate Keith’s birthday, we rented out a little chalet because we wanted to celebrate somewhere else.
“Book a place, Sadie,” Lori said. “You do the accommodation, and Ben and I will do the food.”
We were both childless and more than excited to get away — even if it wasn’t far.
Keith’s birthday rolled around, and we got to the place early, ready to party. I ordered a birthday cake, which Lori picked up, along with enough food for two weeks, even though we were only going to be there for the weekend.
Things were great until the evening took an unexpected turn. We were all drinking — nobody was going to be on the road. We were safe. But Benjamin, having indulged a bit too much, sought solace in the cool night air on the balcony with me.
Inside, Lori and Keith were singing along to YouTube music videos.
“You know, Sadie,” Benjamin began, his words slurring, “there’s something I’ve been working on for Lori.”
Intrigued, I nudged him for more.
“Ben, what are you planning?”
“It’s a surprise! But you’ll have to keep it a secret if I tell you. It’s been so hard hiding bottles from Lori…”
“What bottles?” I asked.
“Oh, you know,” he said, his voice trailing off as the alcohol took over him.
Lori and Benjamin were not big drinkers — they had the occasional drink with Keith and me, but it wasn’t something they did by themselves. It all stemmed from Lori’s father being an alcoholic, so she was uncomfortable with having alcohol in their home.
“What mischief are you two up to?” Lori’s voice, light and playful, couldn’t mask the sharp edge of curiosity.
Benjamin recovered quickly, spinning a tale of how he and Keith had gotten stuck in an elevator earlier that week.
“We just sat on the floor and waited,” he told Lori.
“I know,” she said, her eyes narrowing. “You told me this story the moment you got home.”
My best friend shot a smile before going back inside.
I spent the rest of the night trying to figure out whether I should tell Lori about the secret bottles of alcohol that Ben was hiding around their home.
On one hand, they had a great relationship, and Ben was always going out of his way to do things for Lori. He thrived on making her happy.
But on the other hand, Lori’s father frequented their home. If he had a relapse, Lori would never forgive herself.
“What should I do?” I asked Keith once we had gone to bed.
“Do you think Ben was serious?” he asked. “He was pretty out of it.”
“Wouldn’t that just be him telling the truth?” I asked. “More lubricated to the truth.”
Keith laughed.
“Sadie, if you’re worried about it, if you think that maybe you should speak to Lori. If anything happens, you’ll just blame yourself for knowing.”
Keith was right. I would blame myself if something was amiss — even if Ben hadn’t given me enough information.
I couldn’t keep it to myself.
The next morning, Lori and I took a walk, grabbing coffee on the way. As we strolled along, I told her everything Ben had said, or indicated.
“Are you sure?” she pressed. “Are you sure he said ‘bottles’?”
“Yes, but, listen, I’m just speculating. I wanted to tell you in case anything happened. I know how you feel about these things with your father around.”